Sodade

Cum murim? Am inteles azi, cand ne-a binecuvantat cerul cu cea mai frumoasa ninsoare.

Am prins cativa fulgi de zapada in palme, sa-i vad mai bine, sa cred ca sunt ai mei. O secunda de iluzie. Mi s-au parut delicati ca niste caluti de mare, desi ei arata ca niste stelute, daca ai norocul sa-i vezi de aproape. Dar, pana sa trag aer in piept din nou, sa ma minunez de ei, s-au dus. Si-au dansat dansul efemer si-au imbatranit dintr-o data, s-au facut din nou apa si s-au dus.
Asa traim si noi, si asa murim, intr-o secunda, ca niste fulgi de zapada.



P.S. Saudade is a unique Galician-Portuguese word that has no immediate translation in English. Saudade describes a deep emotional state of nostalgic longing for an absent something or someone that one loves. It often carries a repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never return. It's related to the feelings of longing, yearning.

Saudade has been described as a "...vague and constant desire for something that does not and probably cannot exist ... a turning towards the past or towards the future. A stronger form of saudade may be felt towards people and things whose whereabouts are unknown, such as a lost lover, or a family member who has gone missing.

Saudade was once described as "the love that remains" or "the love that stays" after someone is gone. Saudade is the recollection of feelings, experiences, places or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, well-being, which now triggers the senses and makes one live again. It can be described as an emptiness, like someone or something should be there in a particular moment is missing, and the individual feels this absence.